You unnerve me.
You make me question myself.
You make me feel like I'm on a roller coaster,
careening into the Grand Canyon,
about to fall off of the tracks.
I am over-analyzing your words;
actions, phrasing, tone.
Its not that I miss the 'us' that we were once,
its not that I miss your kiss,
its not that I want you back in my life.
The hell am I doing?
The fuck are you doing to me?
Now we are strangers.
And I over-think you.
I remember when you were all I dreamed about.
A vampire that I brought to stunning life,
a whisper in the shadows of my fucked up mind.
I loved you, for some reason.
Reasons I try not to remember, or can't remember.
You make me question myself.
You make me feel like I'm on a roller coaster,
careening into the Grand Canyon,
about to fall off of the tracks.
I am over-analyzing your words;
actions, phrasing, tone.
Its not that I miss the 'us' that we were once,
its not that I miss your kiss,
its not that I want you back in my life.
The hell am I doing?
The fuck are you doing to me?
Now we are strangers.
And I over-think you.
I remember when you were all I dreamed about.
A vampire that I brought to stunning life,
a whisper in the shadows of my fucked up mind.
I loved you, for some reason.
Reasons I try not to remember, or can't remember.