I want to bare my soul and tell people that I love God. That I want
to make a difference. I want to see heaven, I want to ride a horse and
connect with it. I want to show my love and receive love in return. I
want to race down those streets paved with gold. I want to swim in the
sea, without fear of the evil that might grab me and drag me under the
azure waves.
I want to cast all my cares upon the one who died for
me. To live my life the way He wants me to. I want to gaze at the stars
and see God reflected in the lights shining on me. I want to be able to
lift my gaze to heaven and feel the sun shining down on me.
I
want to regain pieces of my lost life and right my wrongs. I want to
turn the clock back and change my bad decisions. I want to watch my
Saviour die on the cross and see Him raised again. I want to be held in
His arms so tight that I can't move my arms, except to squeeze back.
I
want life to be exciting, adventurous and unpredictable. I want to sing
with the angels and fly with the birds. I want to cast my eyes upon
Jesus' magnificent face and watch as He brings those He loves home. I
want to hear people say, "There goes a woman after God's own heart." and
I want it to be true.
I don't want to go back to the old self,
but want to dance and praise God in the new. I want to caress God's
shining face and tell Him, "How great Thou art!"
I want to
understand everything about God and I want to hear His voice in the
quiet nights. I want to believe in everything that is righteous, pure
and Godly. I want to hear God whisper on the wind, I want to look at the
sun and not go blind. I want to touch the moon. I want to float along
on the cloud so white and sleep through the day and night.
I want
my life to be worth something to the one that made me in my mother's
womb, I want to bring Him something that no one else has. I want to give
my life to those who don't know and I want to tell everyone that my God
loves me! I may make mistakes, and I may fall, but God still dries the
tears I cry. He catches them and saves them for me. He wrote my name in
His book, He knows my everyday. He counts the hairs on my head and He
knows where it is I hide.
He sees my thoughts and knows where I go
to find comfort. He blesses me, when I don't deserve it, and He catches
me when I fall down.
Like a father, who loves his child, He
chides and disciplines me. And when I don't think its fair, He listens
patiently and then hugs me tight.
And best of all, when I think I
can't get any lower than I already am, He pulls me up and helps me stand
against the tidal waves of life. I can hear Him calling my name and,
when I answer, I want to say, "Thank you, Lord Almighty. You are blessed
above all You have made."