Showing posts with label 2008. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2008. Show all posts

Friday, March 9, 2012

Pornography

Dancing on broken glass, our breasts drenched in shades of blood and
wine. Our mouths swallow semen and poison, harlots and sinners,
cursed angels and martyred saints.

Diseased and enlightened, abandoned on a whim.

Divided between Hell and Heaven, sanity and lunacy. Dragged down to
our knees, beaten and taken, moonlight alone knows of our sins. Hated
and betrayed, can a rose experience blasphemy’s rape?

Drunk, we laugh and pretend it is the end.

Deceived and corrupt, lost beyond all hope of salvation. Bitten by a
darkness that only the dark could know. A smile, a scream, sacrificed on
the altar of demons and wayward angels.

Deeper and deepest points of penetration and mutilation. Condemned
to mortal suffering, guilt and fear caressing and tormenting. The Devil
may have our hearts, enslaved to his insanity. Broken dolls within his
innocent corruption.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Doll

A lover's caress, sinfully soft, filled with the beautiful poison of a liar's tongue.
Caught in lust and tangled in love, can a moon be a sun or a hangman's noose won?
Penetration, flooded with blood and tears, fibers knit together, creation.

A severed touch, harsh and uncaring, stained fingers caress pure skin. Nude.
Captured and twisted in this wicked starlight, the intensity of that cut burns the soul.
Pulse meets pulse, a year of days eclipsing a face. We belong to nothing.

A broken doll lies in a dead girl's arms. Innocence forever changed, lost.
Catalyzed by the hands of time, bleeding forgotten rhymes. Does death have a taste?
Peace, like a decayed rose, sobers the moment. Then again, peace never truly lived.

A minute, a second. Time continues even as everything disappears.
Castaway of Heaven, lover of Hell. Blinded can you see? Dying can you live?
Purged and slipping, crimson satin bathes a naked moon, ivory and blood.

A final thought, evidence of sours and sweets, of honey and acid. Broken.
Corrupted by its own flesh, jilted by its own breath. Haunted by betrayed lovers.
Past and present, forever united, ever divided. Isn't that just a line in a song?

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

The Empty

You bend the shadows, lost in the destroying. You crumple flowers,
trying to find something. So many things you've forgotten, all the things
that made you happy. You throw stones to fail at the skipping, waging
war with yourself to win the empty.

And what do you gain, petulant child? A world of your own imagining,
a devastated planet ripe for the creating? So you mold and you break,
make the shadows obey, you cry and you hate. You have a taste for
blood and you'll have it, all for a glimpse of empty.

Your tears bring forth oceans, your breath is the air, and all of it for
nothing. You picture the veins below your skin and wonder if, tainted,
you could love again. Blood is such a beautiful lover, painting yourself
in dark reds, ignoring the fact that you're empty.

So you dance and you scream, you force heaven to hear you and all
of your dreams. You lie and you steal and you hope for something
real. A bending and broken shadow of flowers that have died. Is the
price of your soul worth the empty?

Monday, March 5, 2012

The Muse

Splintered, her world is bleeding, her mind turbulent. The hate and the
gore beating against her stolen frame, long forgotten by her faithless
lover. The memories can't be seen as her spirit fails to thrive. The fire
burns the hand of time in this winter of her discontent. She rises, soul
icy with vengeful rhymes, drenched in sin she is catalyzed.

Her lips are bruised with ardent and fragrant kisses. His lust tears at
her skin, her hands, her breath is taken by his. Perfumed with false
love, her knowledge of times before are fading, a frail ghost against
his reality. She longs to burn those heartless stars that cast their
judging eyes upon her. Deserted, she pours herself out until she
disappears.

Her hurt and rage fill the air, crimson she is torn. She plucks a flower
to watch the blood flow from crucified stems. Bound to this mortal
coil, she is broken ivory, she is fairest turmoil. These cloaks and masks
are not enough to hide her from the collapse. Petals fall from the sky,
the crosses pin her to heaven. Cursed, she lets her heart break, knowing
the eye of God never held compassion for her.

The air is full of poisoned truths, the looking glass holds her there.
Chained to invisible skies, she is left to shatter. A dying breath never
seemed so sweet, her tears turn to venom. To shrug off this flesh,
that this captured spirit would fly free, she would give everything.

Knives of ice puncture her lungs, crucified roses stained with her horror.
Doves dart down to brush her womb, that piece of her sold for nothing.
The webs that trap her, burnt and fragile, inside this bloodstained view,
slip away. No one to mourn her, as her gaze seems to fade.

An altar lies before her, frozen in history's maze, a splinter of silver,
her sight covered in frost. She lies open, a book to be read, to be
beaten and mutilated, to be lost. Life transcends the stain of the tomb.

She lies, nude, waiting for those that destroy, those that will cause
the rift, cause the damage to be done. They tear her apart, like wolves
tear a lamb. Her blood flows like ribbons fair, her hand grasping for
something, but only touching air. They drag her down to hell below,
no longer a muse.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Luna Birth: for Gackt

Oasis has no hold on your soul.
You find no peace within misty blue nights.
A ghost of times you can't recall, haunted.
Cry out to Jesus, but does he hear you?

You search for redemption, for something
worthwhile. Filled with regret for things you
haven't done, for times long gone. A child of
the moon, embraced by a future you can't
understand.

The music plays, faster and faster, a
storm of notes and keys. Somewhere,
beyond the lies and broken wings, the mirror
will show you another world. The last
song plays, mournful and mizerable.

Moon child, when will you realize that
orange suns and love letters do not own your
soul? Find a road in rebirth, a crescent of
what will be. Embraced by the farewell

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Coffee House Scholar

I hate those Coffee House Scholars, thinking they own the world.
I hate the way they turn their perfect noses up at me walking past.
They hate me too, they don't even understand why.
I am not like them, though I could be a scholar too.

I hate those Preppy Girls, thinking they own every man.
I hate the way they turn their perfect ass to me as I shuffle by.
They hate me too, they don't even understand why.
I am not like them, in truth I will never be their idea of perfection.

I am tired of scene kiddies, thinking they really know when they don't.
I am tired of being judged by what I wear and what I won't.
Do they even understand why they are tired of me? Maybe because I
am true to who I am and they are just pretending to be.

So what if I don't wear those clothes and I don't weigh 103?
So what if I haven't read this book or that?
So what if I haven't slept with every man on the block just to say I can?
What is the point of clothing and knowledge and sex?
Why would I WANT to be like those people?

~~~~

I hate those degenerates passing by the window of the coffee-house.
They will never be like me, on my shiny stool. I am a scholar, a philosopher.
I hate those dumpy girls passing me in the hall of the school.
They will never be like me, in my short skirt. I am beautiful, perfection.

In truth, they are happier than I, because even I can see that I am not me.

Friday, March 2, 2012

Adultery

I cannot trust my voice.
It shakes, it betrays the truth inside your darkening eyes.

I cannot trust my mouth.
It is trembling, quivering in this moment of unconcealed emotion.

I cannot trust my heart.
It jumps into my throat, blocking air, blocking blood to my brain.

I cannot trust your arms.
They held me captive, a prisoner in satin beds, taut and strained.

I cannot trust your smile.
It lied to me, revealing its pink poison, silencing my own.

I cannot trust you.
I cannot trust me.
I cannot believe this love you have given me.
I cannot believe that you belong to me, when you sleep in her arms.

You possess me, you own me. I am a pleasant piece of property.
You tear me apart, your kiss is toxic, your touch is acidic.
We lie here, entangled in those satin sheets, forgetting her name.
We can't seem to remember why we began this charade, why try?

I love you. Three words that you have yet to say.
I love you. I wouldn't believe you anyway.
I love you. Please, don't leave me alone again.
I love you. Please, don't go, please stay.

I cannot trust this heart that craves you.
I cannot trust these arms that cry out for your warmth.

I love you does not even begin to explain this beautiful agony you put me through.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Salome

The moon, like the waning smile of a dead woman, floats above
the clouds; untouched, unfettered. Below her cold chastity pours
forth the divination of prophets, terrible words drifting up to the
ears of princesses.

She dances, pale and beautiful, her heart entranced by a stranger
perfume than she has known. She twirls faster and faster, fire
flooding her veins. The words, blasphemous and beautiful, tempt
her, seduce her.

His body is pure, his voice strong, his mouth filled with a bitter
sweetness. And though he refuses her body, for it is sin; her
mouth, for it is cursed; her love, for it is profane; she suffers him
to be kissed with poisoned lips.

"Suffer me to touch thy lips," she says, her words drenched with
lust and honey. Warmth entwines with cooling flesh, breath
caressing an airless mouth, a kiss that only death could endure. Is
it love or blood she tastes on those chilling lips?

She dances, pale and beautiful, dreaming of a kiss and enamored with
a dead man's lips. Her passion, like an icy fire, burns within her breast,
flowing out of her as she tilts. Like precious rubies, her blood stains
the ground, falling like the reddest of rose petals against ivory skin.

And only a bloody moon and fading stars stand in recognition to a
headless lover and a fallen Salome.

Monday, February 27, 2012

A breath apart

Gently, he covered her ears, as if he meant to protect her from the world's voices. He waited a moment, then continued to gently cradle her head so that their lips met. His breath was soft against her burning cheek, his lips grazing against her flushed skin. His caress tenderly drifted over her face, his eyes locked on her own sparkling orbs. Intoxicated by his arms, she felt as though her limbs had been inspired with liquid fire, racing through her veins at a break-neck speed.

Within his embrace she felt secure, holding him tightly, unwilling to let go. Carefully he disentangled their fevered beings, allowing the space to grow between them. Soon the space began to fill with things that had never mattered before, things that would never matter again. It grew until they were unable to reach across the divide, their fingertips barely grazing. It continued to grow until she could no longer see him across the expanse, it grew until she could no longer recognize him.

Alone, he wondered how they got there. How could one moment cause such a rift? They had opened themselves up to the universe, experienced what only the soul could appreciate. He imagined a bridge, drawing them closer, pulling her back into his arms. They had opened themselves up so that they had disappeared. She finds something in another man's arms, though inside she knows it isn't the same. She searched, never finding what she missed, knowing that it will never be in this fling's kiss. What once inspired fire only inspires icy pain.

In chairs, facing back to back, he reaches for her hand. He finds only empty air. He lets on tear escape, though he knows big boys don't cry. She reaches for his heart, but finds it locked, she fumbles for a key and finds none are there. She screams into the silence, knowing deep inside that he can't hear. She stands behind the glass, watching him pass her by, knowing that nothing can fix the emptiness, knowing she once loved him. He pauses a moment, glancing back to see her clawing at her glass cage, knowing he can't reach her, knowing he once loved her.

Now all that exists for him is the ache in his heart, the dull pain in those arms that crave her. The metallic click hardly resonates, barely moves him. The flash of heat, iron melds with bone, searing his nerves in pain and blood. He slumps in his chair, his eyes flutter, his last thought is on her. All that mattered disappeared with him, she wonders if it was ever there to begin with. The scrape of wood against wood sends a final shiver down her spine, a single tear rolling down her cheek. She struggles to breathe, the lights within begin to flicker. Her mind is on him.

Separated by an ocean's expanse and only a breath apart.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Echo

  The moon, shaped like a Cheshire cat's smile,
hung low in the twilight sky. A single silver star
is her only companion tonight.
   All the parts of life's plays are winding  down to just an
elegant phrase, not but pieces of sunset poetry
and misty eyes.
   The willow's monologue drifts lazily on the breeze, her
weeping arms straining to hold him in place. Loving
fingers caress his beautiful face.
   In love with his own face, he ignores those gentle caresses,
that straining embrace. Loved by only an echo, he wastes
away, eyes closing in this final scene, this last act.
   Allowed only to repeat, her own voice lost in his soliloquy. No
monologue for her, cursed, no true love or own verse. She
fades into the Cheshire cat's smile, alone on a bruised twilight night.

Friday, February 24, 2012

The Witch's Harp

Once upon a time, in a land long forgotten by time, there lived a man who had two daughters. The older daughter was very beautiful, with long blood red spiral curls and flawless ivory skin that seemed to glow in any light. Around her neck she wore a jasper sand dollar, given to her by her father as an early wedding present as she was soon to be wed. The younger daughter was beautiful as well with pale green eyes and dark hair, but she was very selfish and greedy.

Now the man to whom the oldest was to be married was a very rich man. He was so very rich that he lived in a Crystal Castle on a cliff by the sea, waited on hand and foot by many servants and owned most of the forests that grew in their country. Not only this, but he was a very handsome man and well known through out the land for his intellect and wit. It came about one day, the youngest daughter became very jealous of her sister and desired to wed the groom herself.

One day, just before the older sister was to wed, the younger convinced her to go for a picnic deep in the forests that lay beyond the Crystal Castle by the sea. Hesitantly, the older agreed to the picnic and followed as her younger sister traveled into the woods. They traveled deeper and deeper and deeper still, so that the older sister began to fear that they would lose their way and be torn apart by wild animals. Thinking quickly, she took a one ribbon from one of the braids in her long crimson hair and tied it around a tree branch. And, as they journeyed on, she continued to remove ribbons from her braided hair to tie around the trees. As she was tying one ribbon she began to sing softly,

"This day am I, ribbons I leave, the trail to find. My sister is beautiful, though her soul is intent to kill. Her deepest wish that I shouldst die. Weep for me, soft nightingale."

"What are you singing fair sister?" asked the younger.

"I was only singing of what a beautiful day this will be." replied the older sister and she removed another ribbon to mark the way.

Finally, the younger sister stopped and began to lay out the picnic. When she was finished she looked up to see that her sister's hair was loose and flowing, jealousy sparked inside her and she asked,

"Why, sister, what has happened to your ribbons so that your hair is loose and apt to be tangled by the wind?"

I feared we would lose our way, so I tied my ribbons to tree branches so that we might find our way back to the Crystal Castle." she replied, seating herself on the blanket.

"Ah, what a clever sister have I." said the false sister. "But come now, let us eat and enjoy the day before we must return to your husband's house."

As the day waned and the sun began to set, the sisters began to pack away their picnic so that they might head home quickly before dark fell upon the forest. When they had finished packing, the younger turned to the older and went toward her as if to embrace her. But just as the older's arms wrapped about her sister's waist, she felt a sharp pain in her chest and looked down to see a beautiful dagger buried inside of her. Her eyes grew wide in pain as she stumbled and fell back, the dagger's jeweled hilt stained with her blood.

Swiftly, the younger sister removed the dagger and began to hack away at her sister's white dress, shredding it as a wild animal would. Then she rubbed some of her sister's blood on her own clothing and face, slashing at her own arms and dress so that it looked as if she, too, had been attacked. Yanking the jasper pendant off of her sister's neck she ran back to the Crystal Castle, following the ribbons that her sister had left to mark the path.

Upon arriving at the Crystal Castle, the sister threw open the doors screaming and crying that her sister had been killed. The man of the house and her father came running to her, catching her as she began to collapse to the floor. Once she came out of her faint, she told them a story of how they had gone for a picnic and were attacked by wild animals as they tried to make their way home. She cried many false tears as she related that her sister was dead, producing the stained sand dollar pendant as proof of her lies.

At her proof, the two men began to weep. News spread quickly through out the kingdom of the oldest daughter's death and the whole of the kingdom mourned for her sake.

A year and a day  after she murdered her sister, the younger was in her room preparing for her wedding to the owner of the Crystal Castle. Around her neck hung her sister's jasper pendant, still slightly stained with the blood of it's previous owner. While she combed out her long dark hair, a knock sounded on the heavy doors of the great hall, just below her room. Quickly, she ran down the stairs to open the doors.

At the door stood a beggar woman, her blood red curls ratted and matted with leaves and twigs, her skin ashen and thin. In her hand she held a flower with a single black pearl embraced lovingly by the blood red petals. Wordlessly, she held it out to the younger sister, gesturing for her to take it. At first the younger woman seemed hesitant, then, with eyes full of greed, the younger sister took the flower. The beggar woman smiled, then began to sing,

"This day am I, ribbons I leave, the trail to find. My sister is beautiful, though in her soul is intent to kill. Her deepest wish that I shouldst die. Weep for me, soft nightingale."

The younger sister stood still a moment, her memory flooded with her sister's dying image. She flushed and looked at the woman before her, stamped her foot and angrily asked,

"How come you by that song beggar woman?"

"This way and that way, beautiful child. I learned it upon my harp." Then out from under her cloak, the beggar woman  pulled a beautiful and fragile harp, one that looked as though it was made from the finest bone in all the world. The strings of this harp were long strands of gold, set in the frame with blood red pearls, the beggar woman smiled then, her toothless mouth gleaming in the lights from the hall. Tenderly, she touched a string, the soft tone of it almost sounded like weeping.

"You are a witch." cried the younger sister, covering her ears with her hands. She dropped the flower to the floor and as it fell it transformed into her sister, dressed in her white dress with a black cloak wrapped about her.

"No, sister," said the older. "I am the witch. When you left me to die in the forests alone, a wizard happened upon me. He healed my wounds and taught me magic. He then transformed me into the flower you so coveted, and brought me here for my revenge." With that, the beggar woman transformed into a tall man with long ivory hair and ebony skin. In his left hand was a white staff and in the other was the enchanted harp.

Taking the harp in hand, the witch strummed lightly, the strings pulling the younger sister closer.

"Come sister, don't you want to dance?" laughed the witch, playing a jaunty tune upon the harp.

The younger could not help but move, her hips swaying to the music, her feet merrily following in time. The witch played faster so that the younger sister's feet moved more swiftly, their own power dragging the girl across the crystal floors of her Crystal Castle. She covered her ears, screaming at the top of her voice, so that she might drown out the horrible sounds of the harp. For, because of her guilt, the music was instead the voice of Death singing of her dying moments.

The witch laughed and played ever faster, her wizard joining in on a silver violin. The two played as the younger twirled about so fast that she could not breathe. No longer able to with stand the enchantment, the sister threw herself out of one of the windows, flinging herself to the jagged rocks below. Her body was then eaten by the wolves of that country, leaving nothing behind but the jasper pendant.

Gently, the witch slowed her song to a mournful tune, her wizard slowing to match her. When the song finally ended, the harp disappeared along with the violin to some place that is not known to man. The wizard moved toward the witch, his hand sliding under her cloak so that it was pushed aside. And there, where her ribs should have been was nothing but emptiness. He grazed her face with one of his hands, as gently and tenderly as any lover, and watched as her soul passed from her decaying body and into the sky.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Closing Doors

I
can
see why
you turn away.
Why you close a
door when we kiss. I
want you to love me, want
you to hate me. Destroy me,
you know you can. Baby, sigh
or cry, break me or fuck me. I
don't care, take me and make
me yours. Why won't you look at
me anymore? What have I done to
end this beautiful love that we had? Scar
me, rape me, tie me up and strike me.
Just love me again, make me love you too.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Untouched

The walls are broken, the stairs are misshapen.
The windows flood with broken bits of light.
The shadows fall down, their blood is binding,
captive inside barren rooms.

She creeps down the halls, faded portraits and
withered flowers grace the crumbling wallpaper.
She barely breathes, afraid that breathing might
destroy what is left of this facade.

The dimming lights from forgotten lampposts
glitter in her dreamless dreams. She can't
speak, breathing cerise in an ivory womb.
Faint lines speak of what lies underneath her.

Her confliction takes on flesh, it grows limbs.
It gains heft and vigor, it seems to live as
she has lived. A fire cackles, like a burning
witch's last farewell, a spark of being.

The roof is crestfallen, the doors crucified to
their posts. The hall is filling with water,
the rooms echo with the sound of drowning
shadows and ethereal cries for help.

She remains untouched, dancing within the
brackish guilt that floods the rafters of her
reality. The cadence of each step, aching and
yearning for release from her magical chains.

Monday, February 20, 2012

The Bald Frog

One day there was a very bald frog who decided to buy a wig. He went to the first wig seller in the town and said, in a puffy frog voice,

"Good sir, I'm in search of a wig. Where should I go to find one?"

The wig seller told him of a pretty young maiden who played by a pond, she made wigs for anyone. So the bald frog went to the fair maiden for a wig.

"Fair maid," he said. "Will you make me a wig?"

"Yes, kind frog," she replied. "Only if you will do me a kindness."

She then asked him to find a pearl ring which she had lost somewhere in the never-ending wheat fields, their amber flooding the countryside of that kingdom.

So the frog went to find this ring. He searched and searched and searched again. But he could not find the ring. So he called upon a field mouse, a raven and a scarecrow to help him.

The field mouse found him a diamond necklace, lost by a princess of Russia.

The raven found a jade fan forgotten by a princess of Asia.

Finally, the Scarecrow found the pearl ring belonging to the maiden who made the wigs.

Upon asking for the ring, the scarecrow replied, "Ah dear frog, you must return this favor I have done for you. Introduce me to this maiden who makes wigs and I will give you the ring."

Seeing that he had no choice the frog took the scarecrow and introduced him to the maiden. Upon first sight the scarecrow fell in love with her. They kissed and the scarecrow was transformed into a handsome prince, one who had been enchanted for seven years.

So thankful were the two that they bestowed as many wigs as the frog could carry.

The end.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Murder of an Angel

The blade slid across her skin, a weeping crimson
mouth yawning against ivory petals. Falling to the floor,
the soft parting of flesh from bone, heart from soul and
body from mind. Into the moon drenched night screams
dissipate, silence never seemed so beautifully broken by
that voice.

Parted, self from self, divided by the voices inside.
The voices that mutilate and destroy, breaking the
halves into quarters and the quarters into tiny masked
moments of time. Masquerading in these satin sheets,
the tiniest pearls building like the tears to the flower.
Bathe in the blood, black butterflies flitter by,
collapsing to the ground, sacrificed in the devil's
name.

Skulls trip down the stairs, blanched by the sun's
cruelest kiss. The moon, a pale ivory disc, dances along
her glittering path. Sensual wisps of perfume fade into
the emptiness, that weeping mouth fading against the
essence of time. Her elbows jut out in awkward
positions, steel scrapes bone, the subtle depth
of the soul, shattered by man's tools.

Crossed swords, starlit voids and death shoulders the
burden. Evisceration lies in the wake, the waves
receding from the beaten shores. Lucifer hangs upon
a jasper crucifix, a fiery crown adorns his wicked
head. His followers stand about him, string ebony
pearls along the path of devastation. Crucified in sins
to shameful to name, wallowing in the mire that is.

Stand broken in Hell, the scars of forgotten skin and
soulless eyes stark against the landscape.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

The Devil's Bitch

All I hear are the devils screaming in my ear,
trying to drag me down, trying to help me drown.
I hear them singing that awful song,
and I know, I know it won't be long.
I will join them soon, nothing else to do.
Let them chain my wrists, I was always their bitch.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Holding On

He held her hands, walked with her and held her.
He held her hands, taught her how to shoot,
taught her how to ride. Rough and strong, he
taught her about life. He showed her love, a father's
love, strong and pure.

He held her hand, the night they thought she
would die, caressed the twisted and bruised skin.
He held her hand when they told her that she
would never bear children, never have life born
from her body.

He held her hand, the day he gave her away.
Watching with tear-bright eyes as she changed her
name. Grinning from ear to ear, swelled with pride.
He held her hand, the day she got the news.
He held her, shaking and crying, to broken to stand.

He held her hand, when she passed away. His
little girl, leaving the world, even the sun seemed to
weep. He saw the truth in his child, in her smile, the
way she walked and talked. He would miss her, but
he would hold her hand when he came into eternity.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Halcyon

Is my beloved dead? Does his heart lie still upon the shores?
Has he left me to travel to the Elysian fields and ne'er return?
I am Halcyon, restless bird upon roughened waves, searching
and wandering, calling for my lover.

Ceyx, my Ceyx, why hast thou left your faithful wife? Drown'd
upon forsaken oceans, washed upon star-swept shores?
Sinking slowly, the satin soft waters filling my thirsty lungs in
place of air. Still searching for your still form in these tepid seas.

Our bodies touch, warmth to chill. Your eyes are closed, pale
and bruised visage, so delicate in death. I am entranced and
embraced by Pluto's arms, he is ready to take us both. I will
follow where ye shall go, I shall rest where ye shall choose to lie.

Oh Gods, give him back to me. Let the air return to drenched
lungs and movement back to empty bones. Please don't let our
love end like this. Take pity and return us to life, please. Take
his hand in mine, close my eyes, let this coffin of water bury us.

I am Halcyon, drowned for love. Born again a bird, flying o'er
the seas in which I met my doom. Ceyx, my lover and husband,
a bird too, never far from me. Floating upon my father's breath,
adrift these restless waves for eternity.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Triggers

Pull the trigger, baby,
I'll be your gun.
Slit my throat, sweetheart,
I promise not to cry.

This has to be the most
beautiful betrayal,
exquisitely executed in
every way imaginable.

My heart lies, drawn
and quartered, upon
the snowy earth. Your
love does that to me.

This heart, that loved
you so reverently, who
knew it could die? Poisoned
love, honeyed lies.

Tainted darling, caressed
by dying eyes. That this
betrayal was lost upon my
soul I would give the world.

You slit my throat, I
promised not to cry.
You pulled the trigger
just to watch me die.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Abused Farewells

Bruised flesh where his lips once cradled her skin.
Fingerprints where his hands had once been.
Torn into pieces, he loved her more, alive in his heart.
His mind, not grasping the depth of what has happened.

She runs from his touch, his caress. That sensation
that used to lull her to sleep, used to give her peace
suddenly breaks her heart. She left him, left for a
man who never cared, never loved her, only abused her.

Now she lies still, the cuts have worn her soul thin.
The black eye was from a fall, the broken arm an
accident. Nothing was his fault, she never blamed
him. Why did she leave the one that truly loved her?

He sits in the front row, tear streaked face, watery
lime green eyes littered with unsaid goodbyes. He
can't help but think that he let her die. And all those
missing memories, fall together and fly.

"Death be not happy," he whispers. "Taken angel,
fly." He gives her the rose, his last goodbye. And
for a moment, permitted this small gift, her frozen
lips, pull into one final smile.