It is as if my heart is breaking into a million pieces. I just want
it to stop, I just want the pain to end. Please, God, make it end.
My
soul is steeped in the pain I am feeling. I need an escape. Love will
set me free? The truth will set you free? When? When do I get the love I
greatly desire.
I'm going crazy. Life isn't worth the living. It's empty and meaningless, devoid of all happiness I used to feel.
Sleep
avoids me, love ignores me, pain adores me and I abhor me. I just want
to sing without crying, laugh without pain, dance without hate. Be me
without fear of the ever-present darkness.
I love the dark, but
she refuses to stay by my side, leaving me alone. Desperate for a quiet
place where I can let go, let live, let love... am I the only one who
feels this?
Pain is my only friend, intensity my lover, depression
my only companion, end it! End my life and let me escape this prison. A
prison I cannot escape, no matter what.
Nothing matters anymore.
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