Mama's face is hot and flushed. Her once creamy complexion is now worryingly florid.
Our
neighbours stay away and have taken to lighting bundles of twigs around
our house to warn others. We all know that it means death is visiting.
We are called "roses," my sister and I, and people cross themselves as
we walk by. They ring the house, at night, with fire, hoping to cleanse
the air of disease. It won't work. It never does.
Mama insists we
keep posy petals in our pockets to protect us from what we cannot see.
She is delirious oftentimes and can't seem to see that it is too late.
Papa died last week and my sister and I dragged him out to be burned
with the myriad of other dead.
We had been safe, but then Mama's
face, once so clear and bright, became something else. The blisters
gathered, like a vulture to carrion, around her beautiful lips and the
"roses" bloomed upon her cheeks. My older sister, Mary, tends her while I
chop wood for our meager fire.
The ashes. The ashes fall down,
they are forever falling, and they leave nothing untouched. There is no
respite to this wickedness, this plague. Only the ashes. The fires, the
ashes, the stench. It never ends. All of the men in our village, those
who have not died, pile the corpses in the ditches and light them.
These, once human, torches blaze so brightly that day and night are
indistinguishable. And the ashes fall like snow over the trees and the
pastures.
Mama collapses and Mary tries to lift her. But they
have both become too weak. The roses have bloomed on Mary's cheeks and
it is only a matter of time before she succumbs to this terrible curse.
I
place her rosary about her neck and begin to plead with the Virgin to
spare what is left of my family. My cries fall on deaf ears, for, in the
morning, I discover my mother dead.
There is a ring around the
roses, a small ring of light to brighten the night as I bury my mother
with a pocket full of posies. The ashes, the ever-present ashes, fall
into my hair and my eyelashes as I struggle to lay my sister to rest.
It comes for us all, in time. From the strongest of men to the weakest of babes.
We all fall down.
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