Monday, February 4, 2013

Procrastination

Tomorrow I will try to get over you.
Tomorrow I will say I am fine.
Tomorrow I will leave all of this behind me.
Tomorrow I will reclaim the heart that is mine.

But today I am going to cry.
And today I am going to let it all collapse.
Today I'm going to say fuck it.
Today I'm going to be self-destructive.

Tomorrow I'll be a better person.
I'll stop drinking.
I'll stop cutting.
I'll stop all this bullshit I've let grow around me.

But today I'm going to say fuck it.
Today I'm going to wish for tomorrow.
Today I'm going to imagine you back in my arms.
Today I'm going to be whiny and emo and a dumb-ass.

Tomorrow, I promise. I'll fix everything that is wrong.

Tomorrow.

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